what if my procrastination and distraction isn’t really that but meandering and research? what if the difference between the two is my perception of it? wether i think it’s productive or non productive — both are truths that depend on the lens and perspective i observe it from, it can be either negative or positive… unfortunately i more often than not perceive these things as negative, unproductive and a waste of time, however i often come out feeling refreshed and inspired on the other end… i dream of following my inspirations and curiosity but i always tell myself i can only do it once i have [insert perceived limitation assigned to a future date]. but that’s not true, i can choose to follow my curiosity and intrigue whenever, and matter of fact — i have everything i need right now!!
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i often feel like i don’t have enough [insert perceived limitation ie. time/money etc] in order to just do nothing… as if i expect my material gains and account balance to make me chilled so i can just relax…
when i do “nothing” my mind doesn’t feel safe
but my mind shouldn’t have to yell at me to do things..
i should think of my mind as an employee, not the boss.
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gratitude and contentment is not complacency. i am striving for more not bc i hate where i am. but because i love life.
love = growth
growth and expansion unfolds naturally
growing — releasing
honouring the season you’re in, meeting yourself where you’re at is the cheat code. it’s okay to experience whatever you’re experiencing. acceptance is the secret sauce that unblocks the drainage pipes… not Mr. Muscle
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bet on your difference
have faith in your uniqueness
our talents, interests and passions are all seeds. they’re plants, they need care to grow. right soil, right environment. the container is the facilitator.
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until next time,
B
So so good. Beautiful words